Summary: It's December of 1979 and Lily is overwhelmed. The war continues on and in the midst of it all, she is pregnant and afraid. She journeys to her mother's grave searching for comfort and answers from the one person who always knew best.

"I start to wonder if James and I should be together at all anymore. I mean, if we can’t go without a fight for even one day, why try to do it for the rest of our lives?"

A one-shot take on how Lily felt upon the news of her pregnancy.