so i always wanted to be a writer. have people read my stories on the web and in books. but i soon realised my ideas were young and cliche. i have written about three fictions, but i never believed them to be very good. i posted them... but only the young and cliche people appreciated it. at least someone did. i now read pretty much full time. i get ideas for fictions and i'm tempted to write, however i'm afraid of another pathetic turn out... or undeveloped ideas.

i ship almost any ship under the sun. a story that is written well can win me over to that ship easily. i however, cannot stomach a ron + hermione. i used to ship them whole heartedly (and i still believe it will happen in the books) but i see now that they are completely different people who can't conform under "opposites attract", but merely fall under "clouded by sexual tension". what i search for, when i don't just come across a good fic, is either hermione/snape, hermione/sirius or hermione/draco.

it is rare to find these ships (mainly with draco and snape) in character, but when i do i can't get enough. i can't like those who write like myself and stories that are monotonous just ruin it. stories where you personally can feel the emotions of the story are the best... and those set at a believable pace and "more canon" pace top my list.

maybe someday i'll be a mature writer and be confident to write again. maybe...