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Oh my, you have stumbled on my author's page.
My name happens to be Jessica, and I'm a seveteen year old who speeds recklessly around in her Mazda 3.
I know it's dangerous, but I'm a teenager who believes nothing can happen to her. Congrats to me.
And this basically sums me up:
"I'm afraid to grow old; I'm already sad to be seventeen, and I'm terrified to be twenty-one. I want to be shoved back into the womb and slowly turn into a fetus and then a zygote.
And possibly start the whole damn thing over again."
And now I'm done ranting about myself because I don't like to.
Favourite Music: My Chemical Romance, Underoath, Within Temptation, Skillet, Sugarcult, :(, Breathe Carolina, Select, Start, RENT, Phantom of the Opera, Anatasia.
Favourite Artists: Andy Warhol, Rene Magritte, Eugene Delacroix, Bernini, Salvador Dali, Edward Hopper, Roy Lichenstein, Edgar Degas, Cezanne
Favourite Books: Vampire Chornicles by Anne Rice, Anita Blake Series by Laurell K. Hamilton, Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, A Farewell to Arms by Ernest Hemingway, Picture of Dorian Grey by Oscar Wilde, Dracula by Bram Stoker, & The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time by Mark Haddon
Vampire Centered Fictions:
I Am Nothing: This was written for Schmergo's Silly Summaries; the propmt being 'But werewolves turns into vampires after death...' This one-shot contemplates a young man's life, his moral ground, and his vendetta that has plauged his life to his current state.
Of Blood, Gore, and Alibis: This is not entirely concerned with a singular vampire but features two vampire OCs (Dante and Ravenna). This chaptered fiction focuses on a trio of unlikely characters fighting for the corrupted Ministry when ironically, they want them gone. Will they be able to reach their feat, or will they die in the process?
Finite Infinite: Regulus contemplates his life before deciding on his death.
Love and Misery:: -discountined, will be deleted- It will be replaced with Her Heart Safety Pin.
War to End All Wars: A one-shot contepmlating a first love and the affects that it has on someone. (Dorea Black/ OC-Vampire)
How to End an Affair:: A raunchy romance about the affects of an affair. The reality of true love and forced love.
6th-7th Years •
It’s coming, believe it or not. The Ministry doesn’t believe it, but who will then? It’s infuriating to know you’re invisible to society, but then there’s something exhilarating, entrancing about it. It’s dancing the devilish dance: provocative, teasing- leaving the viewers wanting more, or better yet, it’s like having an addiction.
An addiction with a purpose to be more precise… oh, and the occasional bite. Who are we then? We’re the out casted of the outcasts within a secluded society that further alienates us and leaves us utterly alone, but we’ve finally found each other so we’re not as alone. Things can change in an instance, though, and they already have. I have to confess: I’m scared, but I’ve already started to dance so I must keep dancing.
And besides, I don’t want the vampire or werewolf communities seizing control of the Ministry because I’ve already seen what they’ve done.
6th-7th Years •
But werewolves turn into vampires after death, after all, monsters are monsters, and inversely, hybrids can be formed, and this is the result. It cannot be described in a conventional manner for it shouldn’t be described in such vulgar terms, but he is here now- forever. Casted aside from the Wizarding world, he is stuck in a fluctuating state of uncertainty, but he’s ready to declare himself- to you.
*Written for Schmergo's Silly Summaries
Summary: You’re holding her heart in the palm of your hand. Squeeze it slightly, and you’re killing her; let it go, and she’s lost all hope.
For Sirius and Clarimonde, it wasn’t cliché the day they ran into each other, it was fate. What becomes more surprising is that Clarimonde is a Slytherin, something which Sirius has detested since his emergence in the world. But something kept them together, and it wasn’t just their hate for Regulus that bound them together, it was what they knew, and truly (and in a cliché sense), the love they felt for each other. But what happens when the Slytherin side of Clarimonde shows through? What happens when Sirius bashes everything her house stands for? What happens when Clarimonde is being taunted by demons that won’t let her go? Can their relationship last even when she thinks its cliché, and he thinks its fate, even though it has transpired into this crazy little thing called love?
1st-2nd Years •
Time, it has always been a strange concept. But for Regulus Black, he has been contemplating writing a certain letter- not just any letter- a letter evoking pathos from the depths of his black heart. However, time is holding a grudge against him: he feels as though it’ll last an infinite trying to write this letter, but he knows his finality is coming for him on black horses.
He’s forced to either write the letter and send it to the addressee or forever hold his peace.