Summary: ~~Saving Me lyrics by Nickleback.~~ Sirius Black was thinking of how he ruined Lily and James’s life—of how he told them to take that rat for a secret keeper. He wanted to escape, had to escape. He wasn’t made for this. He was born to be free, born to live with the Potters. Born to live with James. But James, his best mate, was gone. Dead. Murdered.