lol since I've taken a lot of tests telling me who/how I am, why don't I use them? they are very true, you know.
"Awake, yet never truly alive, I seek valuation beyond reality"
Life is unfulfilling for you, and you aren't very fond of it. What you like is your own imaginative world , which can be your daydreams, stories you write or anything similar (*cough*). You always prefer that before the actual life.
To people you come off as quite lonesome, and you may wish you had more friends, but you are more of a hoper than someone who takes action (*damn, that's true...lol...*). That is how you remain lonely. Or maybe you just don't find anyone who you can relate to. Inside you feel empty, like you are missing something important that you can't quite put a finger on what it is.
Somehow you wish to be swept away from the normality and led into something extraordinary (*Severus Snape's bedroom?*). This has yet to happen, and you keep on feeling disappointed with the little that life has to offer. At least you continue to express yourself through art/writing/poems/daydreaming (*thanks the Gods for that!*).
And d'you know what my word is?
Your word is: Confused.
You have reached a stage in life where you have lost yourself completely. Identity-crisis is only the first name, and this is really depressing you.
All you want is to be yourself, but how can you, when you know nothing?(*goooood question!*) Others can not help in this situation, only you can find yourself again and become whole once more.
And what am I?
The Wanderer - The lost
The one who never has a place to belong. The outcast amongst people, Wanderers find life to be rather lonely. There is an empty feeling inside of them that they can't seem to get rid of. However, not all is pain for them. Despite what others might think, they are very much capable of being happy and sad (*duuuh*). Due to the fact that Wanderers always feel misplaced -to some extent- some adjust to how others are, just to have a place to be. The others in this category tend to shy away from people, preferring their own company, certain that they don't fit in. Both categories however, do keep most of their personal thoughts inside (*believe me; it's for the best! I'm too weird....*).
Wanderers tend to wish for a place where they are meant to be, resulting in a lot of daydreaming (*cooouuugh*). Personality wise they are, in fact, dreamers. It doesn't mean they believe that they wish for will come true (*I'm not daft, y'know*). Their inner world is simply better than this one (*oh yesss....lol*). Most Wanderers try to find their special place, no matter if they are a passive-aggressive or a fearless individual. It is something they are drawn to do by nature (*there you go! the laws of nature is not to be broken....where's my next stop?*).
Wanderers are also found to be hard to truly satisfy (*.....*). Nothing will ever be the way they would have preferred/wanted it to be, and they tend to be disappointed a lot. It is not that they are perfectionists, they simply want for something to feel "right". Because of this, they often second-guess things/actions/relationships (*I feel hit....*). Low self-esteem is a high possibility, as they often doubt themselves (*I thought that was a good thing....am I bad?*).
As their hole in their heart is constantly there, they may be prone for depression, as rarely anything is giving them true satisfaction (*could explain why I eat so much chocolate...I only do that when I'm depressed/miserable...*). One day they may find their personal heaven, but it is important they are not too caught up in fantasies, or else they might pass by it blindly, missing it forever (*thanks...um...has it passed me yet?!*).
Quote: "Illusion is the first of all pleasures." -Oscar Wilde
Depressing and a bit scary, isn't it?
Well, not much left to tell. I'm from Sweden...I'm female...I've got a dog namned Lukas, two older brothers named Ola (25yrs old) and Per (22yrs old) and my mum's name's Lena (49yrs old) and my dad's Kaj(52yrs old)...
The only things I like about school is that you meet ppl you don't really hang out with otherwise, and I also like the learning. That sounds like I'm a swot, which I'm not, but I can't explain it; it just is fun to learn.
Yeah...anyways, I can be found on other sites such as 'ff.net' (reflecting) and 'hpff.com' (snapeist). I'd love some reviews :)
Summary: It might interest you to know that this originally started out in the "Humor" section. It was going to wind up being a (backfired) spell that caused Harry to suddenly fall in "love" with Draco... I ended up moving it to slash because people started yelling at me *laughs*. So, I would call this slash at its lightest and most sarcastic.
*giggles* okay, that was fun :) though I hoped to read more, was a little disappointed when it stopped ;) 10/10!
Author's Response: why, thank you! i assure you, it was quite fun to write
Summary: During a Seventh Year Potions class, Severus Snape begins thinking on and making plans for his future.
I just love this story! I've read it many times, and it just can't leave my mind! ;D
Summary: This is Hermione's account of her life . . . poem style. Plus it's my first fic!
Oh, this was a really good poem ;D liked it very much :)
Author's Response: Wow- thanks a lot!
Summary: Here you will find a jumble messed of ill-conceived poems. Perhaps, and the odds are firmly against it, you may stumble across a small smile, intriquing thought, or unique feeling in here. But, again, it's very unlikely. Verse XI has been validated.
woho! :D wonderful, amazing! I love the way the words just flow when you read!
Author's Response: Thanks so much!
hehe, nice dilemma! ;) must be hard to solve though *grin*
Author's Response: Was a good change-up. Not sure many would see it coming.
this one was really cute and beautiful. really fits on harry ;)
Author's Response: Thank you.
haha, wonderful! really funny to read ;)
Author's Response: Glad you liked it.
that one was beautiful ;) nice to read through ^.^
Author's Response: Thanks for the compliment!
oooh daark >;) loved it!
Author's Response: Thanks!
yoo ;) that was a nice one! dark and all..
Author's Response: Thank you!
a guess.. is this H/GW? :) the first thing that came to my mind when I read it... hmm.. ^^,
Author's Response: That is a pretty good guess...
man! you are reeeaally good at poetry! this one was fun to read, as all the others. I hope I haven't overloaded you with reviews ;)
Author's Response: Not at all! Thanks taking the time to leave all the nice reviews!
wow too big words for me X3 wish english was my first language...damn...it sounded so pretty! (this poem, that is..lol) it feels like a real snape-poem so I'd say you've done a grrrreeeeaaaaaaaat job :D
Summary: Rhian Morrigan lived the first few years of her life in happiness and peace and love with her family. Until one Christmas Eve night a stranger knocked on their door and kills her mother. Rhian was homeschooled until the year she turned 16, then she was sent to Hogwarts. On the train she meets a strange friend, who has alternate motives.
Thanks to lavenderbrown_47 for helping me with my summary.
wow! keep on writing! I love it! :D
Summary: This is a spin off of the famous child star countdowns. It is the famous child witch or wizard countdown. Where are they now? What made them worthy of the countdown? Fellow witches and wizards are on hand for one-on-one interviews about the famous witches and wizards.(pre-HBP)For those that have been wondering about the sequel, info can be found on my profile page
roflmao! X3 that was absolutely great! hahahaha still laughing goddammit ;D though I'm with draco ^^ isn't hottness aaaaaaalmost the same as famous......? O.o lol. anyways, great great work!
Author's Response: ummm...thanks...easy w/ the language next time please...but glad u enjoyed it =)
Summary: What happens in a year full of meetings on top of the Astronomy Tower? Find out. A simple One Shot
wow, wonderful! :D A really beautiful story, I must say.
Author's Response: Thank you!
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moremoremore! ;D loved it! haha, I'm still laughing! ;D please update!
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aww... so cute! :) I'm definitely going to put this fic in my favorites... *grin*
hihi, great! :D update soon, please! ;) hehe, you're awsome, can't wait til the next chapter is up!
Author's Response: Thank-you! The next chapter is in queue right now so hopefully it will be coming up soooon. :)
Summary: A short (as always!) poem on the killing curse. My first poem for a long while so please r/r.
that was a good one, really! :)
Author's Response: Thankyou.